Wow, what a difference a couple of months makes!
I called time on Trouble. He’s a good person but everything I initially found appealing started to irritate me so we came to a very amicable end. Kind of? A week later he was in a bind and had to leave where he was living. Very long story short….obviously I offered him a place to stay. We are sharing a bed, but don’t have sex.I have reminded him that it’s most definitely temporary. His daughter had major surgery yesterday, so from next week hopefully he can get his act together and find a home. I’m emotionally supporting him through a difficult time…daughter recovering while his ex makes life hell every minute he is at the hospital.
G-Man and I are managing to stay mates. That’s a good thing because he too needs my emotional support right now. His son….my beautiful Tama-J…died last week. G-Man is facing an ex who is making it very difficult for him to even attend his son’s funeral. 😦
I am quite drained but these are unavoidable circumstances so I will just keep doing what I do. If I have learned one thing, it’s that I am seemingly a fucking awesome ex….there are some evil bitches out there!
Princess is now living the sometimes difficult life of a single mum. It’s tough, but she will do just fine.
The Protester is protesting big time. Trying to embark on a life that she doesn’t quite yet know what she wants it to hold. She too will be fine.
Me? I’m tired. I have had plenty of moments lately where I have actually stopped believing. Moments where work, money worries, the daily grind…have had me wanting to run. Moments where, in trying to be there for everybody else, have almost seen me at physical collapse. Tired. I am tired.
Right now I will lay, watch a movie, recharge my batteries….and start believing again.
Don’t stop believing. xxx